It is 3am and my eyes are still wide open…
It is 3am now and I still cannot fall asleep, something in my mind bothers me a lot. I cannot just get it out of my head and get back to sleep.
My temper is getting worse recently, I don’t know why and I have been trying to figure out why and got no luck. I am not as energetic as when I first came to the office although I tried to put myself together.
Today, the first time ever in my life that I stared at the monitor and blank minded for such a long while. I feel very strange how I could do that. Obviously there is something wrong with me, inside me but have no idea of what it is.
Trying not to think about it and get down to sleep, I finally decided to write something, but it is not working.
Well, think back what I have done when I first came to FBV, I was so proud of myself that I could be so energetic to my work and so hopeful to the future. Now everything is so unsure, yet I have to face it and deal with it. God I hate it this way.
Tomorrow is another day…
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